Not My Street

I am on a street right now that I know is Not My Street. In search of some inspiring words and a quote I had heard about accepting life before it happens, I got exactly what I was looking for in my email this morning. Hal Elrods latest podcast. I discovered a growth in my body during the last week, and the last couple days it became rather alarming. To prevent sitting around wondering what, I avoided Dr. Google and went to the doctor to get it checked out. I spent the day yesterday seeing doctors and still await more appointments and further answers. It was one of those weird rainy days. Although I shed a few tears from uncertainty, I felt as though the weather stepped in and took care of the rest. Throughout the day I found myself saying to my husband that whatever it is, if it is anything, I am accepting and am at peace with it. Like Hal said in his speech, there is no point in putting negative emotional energy towards something you can’t change. This is not my story, it is just part of my journey. This is Not My Street. I have unwavering faith that everything will turn out ok. I am 36, happily married with a 4 year old and a 2 year old and I have many life changing goals I am working towards. My visualizations right now are of me being healthy and happy, spending many many more wonderful years with my family. I am almost at my 1 year Miracle Morning anniversary. So grateful to the mindset I have as I am not sure where I would be had I been going through this a year ago. Though I have yet to pass a sign to tell me when the next exit is, by accepting whatever it is and having faith that a good road lies ahead it lightened the worry from my mind and took a load off my back. I ran around the house with my kids after dinner laughing and having fun, not stopping to think about any what if’s. Find gratitude in all situations and it will lead you to happiness even in the most difficult life circumstances.